Mind Dissolving.

Getting little sentimental and abit PITA (pain in the a**). What's up with me? hmmm i love solving puzzles, sometimes its too much... i can go overboard. Grades have been really really bad. This is not good. Shouldn't have went to FAME, although FAME was really a blast but what was i thinking? My studies or fun comes first? i thought i could cope.. guess not. I'm gonna aim for full 25% for cbl so i could maintain in my class. I'm scared. Real scared i drop class. Just when i realize i have to concentrate on studies next year i have to go to a class which i can't concentrate much. I have to stay in Terra.

So yes, back to the topic of solving puzzles. It has been too much lately, trying to figure out every single thing. For instance, i look at this person, hands in pocket sitting quietly while all his friends are talking. He isn't being himself. He is in a bad mood. I think too much and really thats my problem now. Gotta loosen up abit, shake a lil concentrate on stuff such as RAG day and Monday's performance. Life is a pain in the a**, that's because you think it is. Lesson learnt last month. Hmmmm your probably saying "omg Edward is crapping" yeah i am, but only for your amusement and most importantly its my wake-up call when i'm typing this out. Pretty cool.

There is nothing interesting if there is no challenge.