OMG THE BEST SHUFFLE OF ALL TIME MAN!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUewZlTEa6I

HAHA

I was emo and shitty :) so yeah DEAL WITH IT :D

Fade.

Dreams fade away, clouds dissolve into thin air, water droplets vanish as they come contact with the ground, sunlight disperse before it reaches earth. World is crashing on to me. Thats how i am feeling, i tried building bricks using glue, maybe the glue wasn't strong enough. Or maybe I just don't know how to glue it properly, i don't really know how to show how much i appreciate/care for the building. It's like puzzles in my head, i don't know how to solve them properly but inside, i really do love the puzzle for a very long time. I make people happy, they make me happy, and we're all happy, but no. It's not like that for me... I make people happy, nothing happens. I have said that its the happy moments that make life, but how in the world i am gonna be happy if there is a missing brick/puzzle piece. I love my life but there are problems and i cant solve it. If i really could just repair the building, stand by it, stay with it, help repair the damages when it needs help, just... make it a better building. I am really disappointed that i blew it. Just let it pass but i always try to make it seem like a blessing in disguise you know? But it doesn't help because i have given in too much and nothing ever happens. So, i always ask this question, why bother trying? Well, because i love the building in every way, even if its an ugly building and maybe it has gone rundown and dirty, i don't really care, I know im gonna stay put in that building. Life isn't fair, we gotta deal with it. I gotta get better.

I know this post is emo and shit, but it feels good expressing it out. Doing this post really helped me, so screw you if you think im an emo loser i did it to help myself. :)

I think im better, but the problem remains.